Dear Hailey,
Today was the first day that Mommy and I have officially separated. I left, but it was because it was too hard for me to face the fact that things haven't been working out. I need you to know always that I love you very much and NEVER wanted anything like this to happen. I have made mistakes as has your mother and sooner or later we are going to have to face the reality of those mistakes. I am not writing this to say anything bad about your mother because God knows she loves you very much and I know you love her. We are still married as of this post as we have been sealed for time and all eternity. I will never forget that and I pray that you do not either. You are sealed to me and sealed to your mother and whatever happens know this, God put you here because you are a special and wonderful little girl and have truly blessed my life.
Please don't judge me too harshly because I have always wanted to be there for you 100 percent. It is a little premature today to say what comes next, but as I write this blog on a daily basis you will know that I am always thinking of you. Everything I do is because I want you and need you in my life. If your mommy and I work things out it will be a miracle, but I know things are still going to get worse before they get better.
I have tried so hard to figure out where things went wrong, and short of blaming myself, or your mother I just want you to know up front and from day one -This was NOT your fault. I love you and you will always be in my heart.
Love, Daddy
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